random….
9/8
during stats class..the teacher was teaching us venn diagram math stuff….

and while jotting those notes down…..the song “When You Look Me in the Eyes” by the Jonas Brothers started to play in my head….
the lyrics “dreams can’t take the place of loving you, there’s gotta be a million reasons why its true” was what stood out to me….
when you love someone….would you be selfish enough to keep them from wanting to achieve their dream? or the other way around, would you be willing to give up your dream for the one you love?
say “the person” chose the route of being with the one they love over their “lifelong” dream……if there were really a million reason to be with them, would they truly be able to live the rest of their life without regrets?..iono..or even with a million reasons to love them, would choosing their dream over the one they love still be possible?
i guess this works two ways………or more like “multiple” ways.
iono….just something random thats been jumbling around in my head since yesterday.
then after class i came home early and ate some different sushi o.o

apparently, my mom used too much water to cook the rice so it was pretty TOO sticky..and not enough sushi vinegar…rice was bland….but other than that it still tasted good ;p
i totally had a technological meltdown yesterday. my laptop wasn’t behaving like i wanted it too, lagging, bad internet connection, the whole enchilada. since my sister said that its probably just internet explorer (which sucks f’enn asssss) i tried to download firefox since i usually use that anyways and it just wouldn’t load and wouldn’t let me download it…etc. i was not happy….it was hot too ;[ i wanted to listen to music on youtube since nothing was working properly but that didn’t work either!!! *MAD FACE* then i tried to use my phone to play some music….krpat…..it wouldn’t listen to me either….no matter how many times i click play….i was mad….i slammed my laptop screen so hard, im shocked it didn’t break….fyi…theres also has this stupidd asss temporary file that it always tries to open but can’t read. that krapt just wouldn’t go away. i was just not a happy camper. nothing was working properly….it was around 11…and i told my sis, u wanna go swimming?….right now? shes like wht? i’m like f’ this crapt and left to jump in the pool. It felt so damn good….the water wasn’t freezing cold so thats a good thing…swimming helped me reduce my stress level or i probably would’ve exploded -.- i swam for a good 2 hours? ;)
9/9
i went to the gym super early today…like an hour earlier than usual. i ran 6.5 miles, about 25 laps?, ran 12mins @ 6.1 mph in 4 min intervals, and either burned 548 or 648 calories. I was there for about 1hr 45mins? and i ran a lot more than i usually do so, im thinking 648 calories ;) of course i feel GOOD just thinking about that number. i was totally sweating like crazy…..;) totally helps reduce stress…i was running with yesterdays meltdown on my mind….i guess that’s how i lost it…. great exercise!!! NO sore legs and i burned calories..super super happy! rooting for more running next time :D
i was gonna stay at school to study but i was all sticky and nasty and planned to shower when i got home BUT i ate lunch and went to target for like 2 hours then came back home and right now its 12:03 am 9/10 and I STILL haven’t showered yet..ughhhh…..my poor pores…;[[[
hopefully i’ll b able to run even more on regular “dirt” “tmrw” (its actually today as i type this) instead of a “hamster wheel”!! ;)
fighting~~ can’t wait!!!
yes, its true…my goal is to DEFINITELY clean out my backpacks and my ROOOM!!!
i’m always saying that..but seriously…i need to keep my room clean!!!
i can’t believe 9/11 is coming up veryy soon! its been 11 10 years since it happened? oh my, does time fly by. my “prayers” go out to those who have suffered, died and had loved ones die during the horrific terrorist attack.
i’m off„„ BYE~~~~