I’m back again~~~~~~~~ :P
seriously..I can’t believe I came back so soon after my last post. ;D SO proud of myself.
I feel like I need to rant a lot so I’m just gonna type about the past week/ few days and its been pretty stressful and overwhelming. I’m still so lost about school,life, and my future…..I feel like I’m seriously getting no where and I’m just taking random classes….. not really for my major…..iono…ehh w.e this is getting depressing…..i quit.
although i seem to be on the “emo” side this past week..my friends are always the ones there to cheer me up and listen to me rant about whtever i want. OF COURSE i will always love them for that!! I’m so lucky and thankful that I have such a close group of friends who are always there for me when i go “crazy.” Not only the BFF’s that are in SAC but also the ones that have moved away to other states. They sometimes like to randomly text me and that definitely cheers me up no matter wht! (more info in pics below)
As I/U can tell frm this tumblr….everything involves rants! :D
Im just gonna post pics frm recently, and I promise I’ll get to the older stuff laterr.
8/23
trying to read my environmental bio textbook in the library…..look how beautiful the pictures are….i couldn’t stop staring at the HD pictures in them when i should’ve been concentrating more on the text.
it was THAT special day….so i finally unwrapped the KYHD album S got me…I was SO SO excited….i couldn’t stop staring at it….there were a lot like about 60 pictures inside the cd on hefty cardboard for changing the album cover…20 for u-know, 20 for CM, and 20 with them together. after looking through each photo I tried to put it back into the album cover cardboard….it didn’t do so swell… it was a bit tight since it was put together my machinery and I BENT some of the picture corners in the process! ;[[[ i was not happy…..they should’ve made it slightly spacier….-.- their plan was to get fans to mess it up and then go buy another album :DD
of course I had to play the CD! and i had trouble getting the cd off the cardboard cd holder thing too!! UGHH! I was trying my best to not mess up or break anything…but i just had the hardest time getting it off the holder. A couple times i tried to get it off only resulting in BENDING the cd!!!! I was like oh HECK NO…..so i had to like twist it out slowly -.- oh gosh…..!!
as I was about to click on the first song (instrumental) starting frm the last track up to the first track…..it says it was modified on 12/31/1994…uh WHT? I’m not computer smart or anything but I just found that So So odd! O.O
anywyass ~~I played it on my computer for the first time and the feeling was exceptional knowing that It was coming frm the physical cd that I own and not frm online…..the quality didn’t sound any different but it felt like it sounded different though :D
8/24
The day before S insisted on bringing me a CM poster when I told her no…lol…later I just gave in…how could i say NO to Cm ;DD
so she brought me the poster above…..no matter how much I love cm…im not sure if im willing on putting up a poster of him being all teary eyed and all…..thats just so so depressing…..but of course I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT! i’ll just use it for eye candy once in a while~~
and i got a random surprise postcard above frm my BFF…K, who moved away after we graduated frm middle school!! She’s so so thoughtful and sweet for always sending me pictures, postcard, and letters one in a while to keep me updated. I’ve only used the form of technology to k.i.t with her lately so I’m totally guilty. I do plan to mail her back this time though :D sometime soon….
These two things totally made my day especially the postcard!! (I love the poster just as much!)
8/25
BFF “A”, was hungry and wanted to grab something to eat so we went to a Chinese/Hong kong style cafe called Yummy Juice. I’ve never been there so it was my first time. We always talk about this cafe because A and her family are SUPER SUPER SUPER regulars here! She always brags about how good the food is :DD and its also very affordable! We both got this noodle bowl and she got a coffee milk tea while i got a regular milk tea. The milk tea had such a strong tea flavor/taste I love it! the stuff i usually get frm quickly and boba places are usually watered down with powdered milk o.o and ice. This stuff tasted “authentic” because its obviously made with real tea. BTW “A” enjoys taking random pictures of ppl therefore I pose oddly above while she takes the pix ;] We didn’t get to hang out at all during summer break with her busily working while I was in summer school, so meeting up was difficult especially when we rely on others for transportation. After not seeing her for so long it felt like we were kinda drifting apart but after eating lunch with her today…thats impossible! we had so much to talk about and hav always had so much in common its crazy but sadly we ran out of time. Having lunch with just the two of us was absolutely a bonding experience. Last semester we did this often ;P we usually hang out as a group a lot so its a little chatting frm everyone.
and she treated me when i was gonna treat her!!! -.- she whipped out her ninja skills on me when i thought she was only getting a to go cup!!!! grrrrrr…..
my browser just froze for like 2 mins..i was freaking out! my post would’ve gotten erased and all my hard work would’ve been wasted. I should learn frm this and my many previous erased posts too -.- always copy it or save as a draft!! aiyahh!
@ 1pm we had class so we parted and i met up with BFF “B” and throughout class i was seriously all jittery, hyper, shaky, and all….i guess the strong tea frm the milk tea was a bit too much for me at the moment….caffeine rush. i turned into the crazy energizer bunny….!
anywyass~~~
i went to my 9am class and my teacher made us meet a classmate we didn’t know and we had to introduce ourselves..w.e and then he told us to hold hands..it was so so weird and awkward (we also had to look into each others eyes for a min o.o but we just laughed ;D) I also found out that we also have the same history teacher on m/wed! After class we chatted a bit and she’s seriously one of the friendliest ppl i’ve met throughout my 2 years of college here…no creepers here or anything its just that i wish other ppl were just as friendly….
….sadly, i’m the leave-me-alone girl in my classes unless i know u or w.e…..i usually don’t say anything unless i have no other choice…..LOL i guess i can’t blame others since i’m not friendly either LMAO!!! ;p….i try to be sometimes………brownie points for trying? ;)
should go to bed soon..i’m heading to the gym early in the morning for 2 hours straight…..and I’m not kidding!! This is the worse’s shape I’ve ever been in my 20 years of life ….apparently i “gained 10 lbs” !!!!!! gotta get my fat ass to exercise and loose all the excess weight!!!! treadmill here i come….
FIGHTING!!!!!!`:)
